O Holy Darkness, O Joyful Womb

Holy Cross Hermitage Dec 2019
The hermitage at Holy Cross Retreat Center

These are my o Antiphons. My own chants leading me into Christmas.

They’ve been on my heart since I took a few days in solitude earlier this month at a nearby hermitage. A practice that’s become my custom in Advent.

Time for solitude and silence. To slow it right down during a season when most of us are speeding it all up.

The spiritual gifts and graces I receive during those days away are invaluable. But this time was especially rich.

This time I took with me a quote from Jacob Boehme — one of the mystics we read in Living School– to reflect on: “God’s spirit acts only in resigned humility, which neither seeks nor desires itself.”

And I asked myself, what would it take for me to let go of everything I think I am?

Over those three days, I came to an overwhelming awareness of Infinite Love manifesting itself in finite time and space in the miracle of Christmas. And of the kind of humble surrender it took — and continues to take — for that love to incarnate.

For God needs a dark and joyful womb to create something new.

In a few nights I will gather with nearly 200 Annunciation House volunteers and their friends and family to celebrate Las Posadas. It’s true we all have experienced a dark and very challenging year in which we’ve witnessed and accompanied so many suffering people.

But it’s also true that despite the evidence in this world of confusion, fear, prejudice, violence, and greed, Love Incarnate prevails.

This gathering will be an example of that love. It will be an example of the joy that is born from serving the Holy. Of the hope that is born out of darkness.

And it will show me, once again, what extravagant love looks like when it is poured out in the flesh. And how God can act in ” resigned humility, which neither seeks nor desires itself.”

 

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